Thursday, April 30, 2009

There is something exciting...

Yesterday, we went with Ana and Yssy to Berlin, to see Sia in concert. I use the word "yesterday" deliberately, because we left Warsaw at 11a.m., and arrived back within 24 hours. And it's a 12 hour roundway trip.

The governmental area of downtown Berlin, around the Hauptbahnhof, is absolutely awestriking. Wide open spaces, clean architectural lines, not a speck of dirt in sight. And very little human presence. The place seemed deserted. It all felt very Gattaca, except in muted (though not oppressive or dull) greys instead of golden browns. And then there was the gothic Reichstag building topped with this futuristic, glass-and-steel dome that nevertheless seemed perfectly integrated into the design.

The concert itself seemed awfully short. Sia was adorable, as always, but much less talkative than in Dublin. I guess that's the difference not being in an English-speaking country and not doing the last performance of the tour makes.


We had several hours to kill before the morning train, so we went wandering around Kreuzberg. But before we even got there, we stumbled upon this... I don't even know what to call it. You walk along this brick wall right by a multi-lane, busy street just off the Ostbahnhof (think the Powązki part of Okopowa, the train station being Klif), and suddenly there's an opening in the wall, from which you hear the sounds of some vaguely tribal music. Beyond it lies a courtyard with some brightly coloured barracks to the sides, undoubtedly housing a bunch of clubs (this time - think Dobra). The inside of the brick wall is painted with vivid, rastafarian graffiti. And then, of course, there's a ramp. Leading up to an artificial, hilltop beach overlooking the river, complete with a beachball net, a tiki-style bar, and the almost opressive smell of weed. We wandered in there at around 11p.m. so I've no idea how the place looks like in sunlight, but the mere fact that you could step off a busy street in fucking industrial, post-socialist East Berlin and find yourself in this pocket universe, cut off from the city bustle... So uncanny.

In Kreuzberg proper we found a relentlessly stylish bar called "Mysliwska" with a photo of Cybulski hanging over the toilet entrance. There was also another one, much more to my liking, with live music, and some sort of secret passage leading out of the men's room (people kept going in, but reappeared out of sequence, and only after an hour or so), but I don't think we ever learned what it was called. Not for lack of trying. We ate mostly fast food (either because we were in a hurry, or because it was the middle of the night). At our last meal in Kreuzberg, the Turkish kebab guy started talking to us in Polish, and told us he has a villa in Zielona Góra.


I returned home with an all too familiar feeling of frustrated wistfulness, as if throughout the entire trip I'd been trying to make out with someone through a windshield - my system's fucked up way of saying it really liked what it saw.

[All photos courtesy of Ana]

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Petrie

I could never fully relate to family dramas. I figured it was because my family was exceptionally issue-free. Turns out the reason was my arrested development, and now that I've finally left the nest, I find myself getting a crash-course of all the cliches you could think of. I had them over for dinner last Friday and the whole family dynamic got turned inside out. It's like this heaving, freaky blob that's mutating at the speed of light, up to a point where I'm not sure where we'll be at in a week's time.

I cooked an ungodly amount of pasta with feta cheese, olives and sundried tomatoes, and there was a lot of leftovers. The pasta turned out to be surprisingly good though, so I helped myself to two offerings today. Ergo, no lunch for tomorrow. The whole food logistics thing still eludes me.

Got a haircut. I kinda like it, but there's an issue. I'll see if I can work around it.

Need lots of random stuff for the apartment. Mop head. Scissors. Sugar bowl. Sofa. Extension cord. Salad bowl. Bowls in general. A stick of dynamite to blow the fucking armchair up. I already bought a big-ass knife, a bedspread, and new curtains. They need to be shortened though. Sigh.

You know how sometimes the only way to salvage some relative sense of self worth is by realizing that luckily there isn't enough time in the world for this other person to achieve everything they're capable of? Yeah, I figured you wouldn't.

Friday, April 17, 2009

Shiny

A lot of apartment stuff going on, but I don't really have time to go into that right now, so I'm just posting this brilliant disclaimer I found in one of the festival dialogue lists:

Translators & laboratories: the director, mr. Pasolini, has personally written, timed and layed out the Sinhala to English subtitles. He has requested that you only subtitle what he has subtitled, that you keep his timings and that you keep his layout and punctuation as closely as possible.

That's some hands-on directing.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Deployment

I've been feeling pretty weird for the past few days. Unsettled. This moving-in-installments business is more destabilizing than I thought. Last night I couldn't sleep because suddenly, for no apparent reason, I was convinced I hadn't locked the door on my way out, and someone probably ransacked the place. I went there today after the Easter breakfast under the pretext of moving some of my stuff. Of course everything was fine, and I celebrated by cleaning a window. One out of four. Small victory - small celebration.

Still no idea what to do with the bedroom layout. There's this horrible armchair that's taking up space that I can't get rid of (landlord's decree). And I've no bookshelves yet. And I'm not sure about the positioning of the desk. So that's been keeping me up too. I just want to get it over with though, so I'll probably transport the desktop to the new place tomorrow and that will be that.

Interior design conundrums aside - the only downside of the transition I'm concerned with right now is all the time I'l now be losing worrying about and foraging for food. But I imagine I'll have bigger fish to fry (pun! kinda!) once - finally rid of the family background static - I actually feel the full brunt of the L word. Speaking of which - the new Bat for Lashes is out, and the chorus on this thing amazing (though my favorite is still Glass).

Saturday, April 4, 2009

The Chinese were wrong

For reasons not really worth getting into, I hit the Internet to read up a bit on the US public debt. After a while I started feeling as if I were listening to the intro of some postapocalyptic cyberpunk video game. And it's actually not the first time I had that feeling - I got a very similar, surreal vibe when I read last year that Iceland went bankrupt. I guess I'm gonna have to start getting used to it.

It's absolutely terrifying and thrilling at the same time. How often do you witness the collapse of a true empire? It's like we're Byzantium watching Rome fall, except, you know, not at all.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Chwyty

Szukalem polskich piesni religijnych, bo musze przelozyc jakis hymn do filmu, i znalazlem z pomoca bohdana te oto strone ktorej layout doprowadzil do powstania dosyc frapujacych tytulów. Ponizej probka:

Gdy srebrnikow garsc chwyty
Getsemani - spojrz, tam w gorze chwyty
Jakbym bardzo chcial chwyty
Krzyz a na nim Bog chwyty (anty-syty, I suppose)
Naucz nas, Panie chwyty
Oto nadchodza dni chwyty (brzmi nienajlepiej)
Pewnej nocy chwyty (Suddenly intruder)
Rozpiety na ramionach chwyty
Z Twego boku, Chryste chwyty
Zagubiony slad chwyty

Dostalem totalnej glupawki. A niektore i bez chwytow sa masakrycznie ("Na przydroznym krzyzu wykonawca"? WTF?)